Honey, I Dream Of U!!!

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ara!!!! What is happening?????!! I don’t have a tide sleep for 2-3 days now. I keep dream of us and there were Mark, Shane and Shane Thai….

Err The first dream, I don’t what it’s all about. It’s kinda blur. The second dream, is funny.

I dream we are somewhere in a battle field, and in that place have an old castle. You and me are in army. I don’t know how we can become and army BUT Mark and Shane are in the same force too. But they’re Major or Corporal I guess. I don’t know what is actually but they’re SOMEONE !!!

[It’s crazy, rite??]

We’re having war with Thailand I guess. Because Shane Thai is in army too but he’s not on our side. He’s our enemy!!! But the weird thing is, how do we get into the old castle??? And suddenly, they’re a vampire live there… And it become ‘oh oh, what do we do now’.

I don’t know what happen to the three of them [Mark, Shane and Shane Thai]. Coz suddenly my alarm is ringing and I have to wake up and get ready for work. LOL. I’m wondering what’s tonight dream could be….sigh

xx

picture by http://www.facebook.com/BebeBebeyan

#FanFiction : Mark Feehily

#FanFiction *situation* the westlife lads are all in the club (they're 21 and of course not married), they want mark to hang out and find meet some girls, so he wont be so lonely when all the other lads go out on a date with their own GF*

They step into the club, but no one recognize the because of the club lights. "now, you find your self a girl, okay, we'll leave you alone so you can move free, most of all, have some fun, okay!!" says Shane to mark, while Kian, Nicky and Brian are gone to the dance floor, and have some fun.

Mark is just nodding, the truth is, he doesn't like the club so much, and he's too shy to start a conversation to anyone, especially a girl, he wishes he was in his home, chilling on the cozy sofa in front of the tv, it's friday night and they're playing ''Friends'', mark's favourite tv serial. A minute later he realizes that shane is gone, he's joining the other lads on the dance floor.

Then he turns to the bartender and order a glass of soda, and play with his cell phone. Suddenly, a good-looking girl (you, of course) sits next to him. She looks bored and she orders a glass of cold soda too. "what a night! My friends brought me here to meet some guys, they think i'm not actractive enough in the outside world, so they drag me here, well, i'm not gonna talk to some regular club-boy, i'm not that cheap. Well, i wish i can find a tv here somewhere so i can watch 'Friends'... That serial is more interesting than my life...'' you say to your sister on the phone.

Secretly, mark is listening to your words, and smile. That's exactly what he wanna say. Then you turn off the phone, and starting to drink up your cold soda. "You like 'Friends' too?" finally mark asks with a wide smile. You turn your face to him and smile back "yeah, i do. Do you?" you ask him back. He's nodding his head with excitement n smile even wider. "i do, indeed! I love
the episode when....'' and he tells you his fave episode, and you tell him yours. You both starting to have a nice warm conversation, not only about the tv serial comedy, but about everything, you found out that you both have a lot in common.

After 30 minutes of nice warm- funny conversation, finally he asks you out, "hey, what if we go to the caffe near by, they got the life music and we can have many kind of sodas, what do you think about that?" he suggests. You're so excited about that, anything to get you out of that club! Plus, hmm, that super cute-nice-sweet guy you just knew. "alright, let's go now!!" and finally both of you get out of that club.

The shocking thing is, he holds your hand all the way to that caffe. You're not worry that he's a bad guy at all, u know that he's a home-boy, and he's soo sweet. Finally you both entered the caffe and order some different soda flavour, and mark is strating to make funny jokes, you have a blast that night, you never laugh soo hard before, and actually, so with mark, he never feels soo comfortable with any girl before. He thinks that you're different, funny, beautiful, and he knows he has a crush
on you.

Suddenly, mark tells you that he has a surprise to you, and he suddenly gets on the stage and
whispering something to the band and speak on the mic, "tonight has been the best night of my life so far, it's weird because it's just because this girl i juat met on the club, her name is ...*he mentions your name*, you're such a great girl, thank you for making this the best night in
my life, and this song is for you, i hope you'll like it...'' and he sings IMAGINARY DIVA and the whole caffe start to dance, you love the song so much, you laugh soo hard when mark take you to the stage and dance with you.

While your friends, and the other westlife lads onthe club are wondering where you two gone to. Just like mark, you're having the best night in your life.

Finally that amazing night has come to an end, mark drives you home, and when you got in front of your house door, mark take your hands and say, "i have to thanks my friend for taking me to that club cos there's where i met you, but most of all, i have to thank you for giving me the best and most amazing night in my life, i know we just met like, 5 hours ago, but i'm feeling
something soo special in my heart, and i can't help it not to tell you, i gotta say it to you, that i love you, i'm not expecting you to love me back, but i hope you don't hate me after i said that...'' he says.

You're blushing like a crab under the sunshine, and your heart's beating so fast, you're worry about everything, you don't want this moment comes to an end, after gathering your strength,
you say, "mark, if you only knew that it's exactly what i'm feeling too. But i'm just too shy to say it. But now that you said it, there's no way to me to say that i don't love you back...".

For a split second, you and mark are just staring at each other's eyes, smiling. And slowly, mark lows down his face to yours untill you can feel his breath and your forehead touches his, you can't help to close your eyes and let everything happens like it meant to be. You can feel his strong arms around you, holding you closer, and finally, you can feel his lips softly kissing your lips. It's the most wonderfull feeling ever! You feel like the world can't get any more beatifull...
~happy ending~

This story is written by Aurillova Rach [http://www.facebook.com/AurillovaRach]

p/s : This story is in original copy as it is. No 'editing' has been made to this story.

xx

Mark Feehily Will Get Marry in 2012

Hello guys...Freaking shock in this morning huh?? LOL

Mark is finally announced that he is going to marry Kev after the splitting next year. And if he does, their marriage will be the high gay-profile marriage in Ireland.

Hurm..I'm sure to Feehilynities [someone somewhere] out there, are crying..and they need at least 10 boxes of tissue..

But my point here is, let's support Mark & Kev..They just want to be happy in their life. Let them build their own family. As u all can see, Mark looks much more happy when he's with Kev.

I know some of Feehilynities out there are disagree with me, but let's think it in this way "If u were in his place, will u bother about what others thinking than chasing your own happiness??"

p/s : I won't denied that I'm not sad and heart broken but I just wanted him, Mark to be happy..And if he's happy, I'm sure that happiness he has with Kev will be his spirit to write more beautiful songs. I'm sure u all want to hear more songs from Mark, rite??

source from : http://www.mirror.co.uk/celebs/news/2011/11/23/westlife-s-mark-feehily-to-marry-kevin-mcdaid-next-year-115875-23582562/

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OMG!! Nicky Byrne Reply My E-mail!!!

Hello guys..Good morning, good afternoon..good evening & good nite!! =)

This story that I'm going to write is happened about 6-7 years ago, when I'm in high school. Ok, I'll start the story like this..

When I'm in high school..I was so obsessed with a band called 'WL' (westlife). I often go to cyber cafe with my friend, coz at that time, I don't have a laptop/internet at home. Everytime I' going to CC, the first thing I do is visit their official website.

And I send an e-mail to Mark. I just give it a try, coz I know maybe he won't reply my e-mail and if he does, maybe it's his admin or P.A, rite??

So, I never check my e-mail after that. Until I have move to a board school. And one nite, after a year I'm in this school. Our team (prefect's team) are asking by our teacher to help them prepare some documents for new student. And we were given one computer shared by 2 prefect.

My friend and I said, let's surf internet (coz our teacher is not there, he went out to meet other teacher)..hehe. And suddenly I felt like want to check my e-mail. And I'm in big shocked+happy, when I saw one of the list got an e-mail reply by Mark Feehily.

Of course I'm not gonna waste my time and quickly read what he's reply to me. But when I'm open it, it was actually reply by Nicky...



And you all know what Nicky write about..? He wrote about their day and how they had tease Mark.. LOL

But too bad..I don't remember that e-mail account anymore. I've try so many times after that. I guess maybe I'd forget the password or my e-mail id.

xx

Happy 11/11/11

Happy 11.11.11 guys!!!!

I wanna do something that will live a sweetness and greatest mark today!! It was in a lifetime. We'll never have another chance to get date like this anymore. I'm sure someone somewhere out there are leaving a mark for this biggest day.

Well to me, I'm doing something for myself too..Hehe. But I won't tell you, it's a secret. Old folks say, you better keep quite about it until it was done or confirmed.=)

I already give one thing to my friend in UK. This is something I promise to do for her and I've done it for her on this unforgettable date. I hope she'll like it!!

http://www.facebook.com/JulieRichardson

xx

the medley i made

Hello Westlifers & non-Westlifers.. Enjoy my video?? Actually, I was thinking of making a speech but...... I don't know how it turn up to be like this.. Hurm.. Maybe because I was so sad about the splitting.

Anyway, have fun with my video. No more tears or sad face, ok? Let's cheer ourself with their songs!!  

One more thing, this medley is very special.. I make it for them.. Hehe.. For every songs I choose, I'm not choose it randomly. But every songs have it meanings.

Songs list that I use :

*All Out Of Love

*In This Life

*I Need You

*Singing Forever

*Pictures In My Head

*Closer

*Beautiful Tonight

*Every Little Thing You Do

xoxo

I Found My Sweet 15 Memory Under My Bed..=)

I miss my friends in high school so badly. I wanna hug u guys, pinch ur cheek and cuddle u like a little baby..lol

(sylvia, fazlina, dayah, steph, akira, sam, cky, tel, sammy, dibah, nadiah, kar yee and the others )

We maybe stay in different class but the friendship are not forgotten.

But mostly I'm missing my crazy moments when I was a fanatic Westlife's fan..haha I could never can forget all that. I'm still their big fan but not fanatic as before.

Last nite, I was looking for my old file under my bed when I found my crazy novel.

I really never think that the novel is still in good condition and lucky the cockroach din't eat it. Haha

I forget about looking for my old file and read the novel and I'm keep smiling from the first page I read until to the last page. I'm laughing alone in my room when my little brother, Darwisy suddenly came in.

I was thinking how crazy I am before.. And the letters (only akira and me know about it) are still in a good save. I keep it in my laptop's bag and I think I'm bring it along, wherever I have my laptop with me. Hahahaha

Oh God!! How I wish I could turn back the time and be crazy with you guys again. Miss ya all

xoxo

I'm Not Gonna Say Bye Bye 2 Westlife Coz They Have Been A Part Of My Life Since I Was 12

It was just 2 weeks ago I'm watching their concert and it still freshy in my mind..And suddenly yesterday morning I heard this news!!

I don't know how to start my blog but I was shocked when i read it in http://uk.omg.yahoo.com/gossip/110--pop/westlife-splitting-sobs-171013466.html. I received sms from Anis & I thought she believes in all the rumors. I was about to reply her sms when I read the news in the link above. I still can't believe it, so I visit westlife.com and it was true. I was like "WHAT??!" and at the same time i wanna cry too.

Fans in this group (http://www.facebook.com/MalaysianWestlifers) seems like panic. And we keep calm each other. Special thing about Westlife is, they're not just a band but they have united us (fans) as a family.

But maybe time has make me be more matured and I can accept this news. I think if was 15, I'll probably cry now and my friends will have to listen to me all day.

Their first song I listen to is Flying Without Wings. It was played on tv when I reached home from school when I was 10. And since then, I have been their fan and started to collecting their songs, pictures and news.

During my teenager's life, I don't have a laptop or internet at home. So my friend and I will go to cyber cafe at our school for hours and we never miss to visit Westlife website.

I still remember when my friends and I have our own collection books, and we always change our books and borrowing each others CD. This moment is funny, I always laugh myself when I remember this. I've been scold by my history's teacher coz I'm singing Westlife's song in her class. And my classmate who is sitting in front of me. She said "Stop singing!! I want to study!!"

How can I forget all this..? Westlife have make my high school life wonderful & crazy..! I can't imagine to live in a world without their new songs in the future, but yet I still have to respect their decisions. After a great years they have make my life are.

I have something to share with you guys. This is my most valuable collection when I'm in high school. I'm sharing some of my collections, I was thinking of upload all the collection but I think it will not have enough space here..=) So please leave a comment when you read my blog. TQ xx

Their first album I bought..

On my right (blue paper), I stole it from my school's library..hehe

Their songs really alive!! This song from their first album I use it as my inspiration & life quotes :

 Try again

Never stop believing

Try again

Don't give up on your love

Stumble and fall

Is the heart of it all

When you fall down

Just try again

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It's Crazy But Fun!! - Nak Pecah Perut Pun Ada!! :p

Just wanna share this crazy family chat.. LOL

Share & copy this from mark feehily

xoxo

Westlife: Gravity Tour in KL

OMG!!! Westlife's concert were so amazing!!! who would thought that I finally could go to their concert. we were so excited and had such a great night! we were rushing to the stadium since we only bought the free seating tix. so many people was already in a long queue when we got there.

i don't know for how long we'd been waiting there but we probably got there at 4pm something. and i really thought i'll never get a chance to wear the same tshirt as they all but it looks like my dream came true again hehehe i got that tshirt! luckily one of ara's friend didn't coming so she gave the tshirt to me. thanks hun ^^

Thanks to Ara for helping me to but the tix & also for the tee, which is designed by Dreamie

Oopppsss..forgot to mentioned that we met Liza too.. but since she bought a premier tix, she can see Westlife soooo CLOSE!! (Uhh..soooo jealous) But most important is, we don’t miss to take picture with Westlife clone..hehe. I mean their poster. LOL  but too bad, I don’t have the picture with me, it’s in Sury’s dlsr. can’t wait for her to upload those pic!!

that’s enough for photography session. let’s go to the next session. hehe it’s time to Q or u’ll miss the best seat and view darling. Oh yeah, we met two new friends, Jo and Lava. Both of them are law’s student. (So don’t play-play with them..LOL)

it suddenly raining but lucky it’s not too heavy or we all will be wet!! the funny thing is five girls sharing one umbrella!! Haha maybe because we were too excited, a media man come to us and asking, “Can I take your picture to show your excited because Q in rain??” And us, “Sure!!”. While smiling. Hehe

actually, we didn’t notice who is the guy was until Lava told us he is a media. because she saw the guy has a media pass. Ara and me are just about going to buy junk foods when Westlife are coming in an Alphard and are escort by two police traffics. once we on our way back to Q, we saw the fans are rushing to the entrance.

OMG!!! where is Sury, Lava and JO???!! it’s too crowded and we can’t see them. one thing that makes us see them is Lava’s umbrella. LOL Once we had pass our tix, we all run like a horse!!! OMG!! I should’ve recording the situation at that time.. how silly I am../m\

and here again, the same photographer came & took our picture. he even asked us to show off our pass and all hahaha it was indeed a great night & i'm not sure how many time have i said that lol

three hours of queue & two hours of waiting in the stadium.. finally, Westlife concert begin!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! They started with When You’re Looking Like That..We were all screaming like crazy people!!!!!!!! I can’t believe that they were in front of me singing their song lives!!!! And my Mr. M is so handsome!!! I can never forget he's smiling when he's singing When You're Looking Like That!!!

they all look like a little tiny ant in my handphone camera.mind you i don't give a shit about all that, as long as i can hear and watching em singing live. it's like a dream come true to me (even though the view are so far..huu)

this picture is taken when they were celebrating one of the crew birthday

the lads are sooo cool and sporting. one and a half hour show seems not enough to us. I was shocked when they say it’s time to say goodbye now. I thought that is the end but no… still have two more songs to go.. they came back with song Uptown Girl and What About Now.. I was recording Uptown Girl vid when suddenly my handphone SHUT DOWN!! (Out of battery) but that is not the end to me. I’m waiting for them in KLIA. LOL. It sound silly rite??;p

*All the photos are credited to Melakaboy*

I heard they’ll arrive in KLIA around 6pm and their flight to Seoul is at 8.30 pm. that’s where I met Kylie, Ara’s friend. Kylie is kinda brave too. she just simply asking three officers, give them a headache when she keep asking which departure gate Westlife will go through. LOL. Buzz Buzz. Shasha informed me the lads were just walk through Hilton’s lobby at 7.30 pm. so we all think Westlife will arrive KLIA around 8 something. Hurm.. I'm so excited but I can’t wait there any longer. So sad!!!

I had just say good bye to the girls and wanna leave KLIA when my handphone Buzz Buzz again. Shasha again. This time she told me the lads are having dinner and will leave Hilton at 10pm and their flight to Seoul is at 11.30pm. That time, I feel so gutted and sadddddddd.

but Shasha and the other fans are pity too. they’ve been fooled by the bodyguard!! can you guys imagine that??! I don’t know what is actually happened there but form what she told me, they will be allowed to take picture with the lads if they all stay in a place and don’t make chaos.

ok I feel relieved now cos what want to tell is finally written in here.. to me, it’s worth to wait for more than four hour and yet the day is raining, Westlife makes us happy and enjoy that nite!! keep rockin guys!! I’ll always love ya, especially my Mr. M <3 <3 <3

xoxo