Salam Ramadhan

Ramadhan come again & let's hope this time it'll bring more joy, happiness, good health more than what we get in last year. And most importantly, the blessings from Allah The Almighty.. As we all know that Ramadhan is the Holy month to the 1.5 billion Muslims from worldwide but sadly there's still some Non-Muslims think that fasting is so nuisance. They think our religion is torturing. I wanna correct something here. But before that, I need to note that this is not a races issues but it's an opinion.

The truth & holy of Ramadhan are actually thought us to be more patients in facing Allah's test to humanity. It also thought us to be more kind hearted & concerned to the poor people as they only eat twice a day or maybe they didn't eat at all. It's also as reminding us that wealthy is not everything if there's no light of happiness in your life. You may have what others don't but your life is empty.

It's also gives you a chance to perform tarawih prayer which is only for 30 days in a year & encourage us to make friends while we're in mosque. So, I hope I won't hearing those bad words again from the Non-Muslims. 

It is so wonderful to listen to radios when they're announced it's time to break fast. Feels like "OMG!! Hurry up everyone!" ;D Now I wanna say Ramadhan Kareem everyone & let's do our best in this month of holy. :-) 

xoxo

Ameera, the most saddest drama I ever watch this year..

Amir & Ameera are a very lovely couple who have been married for 5 years & they still don't have any kids. On their 5th wedding anniversary, Amir told his wife that she's still look beautiful even though 5 years has passed. While Ameera feels guilty to her husband coz she can't give him a child. However, Amir's mummy doesn't like Ameera since they'd get married. She wants him to marry with Marisa instead of Ameera & still keep forcing him to marry her due to Ameera can't giver her a child.

One day, there's a girl named Ziela who is trying to escape from her boyfriend, Faruk. She followed Faruk to KL as she is promised her a job but the truth is Faruk is planning to sell her to overseas as a slut. She's hiding in Ameera's car & ask her for a help. Ameera is a kind hearted lady & she helped her. She take Ziela to her house & after Ziela has told them the story of herself to Amir & Ameera, they feel pity for her. Out of nowhere, Ameera offering Ziela a contract wedding which it makes Amir terrible shock. He doesn't thought that his wife is still serious about that (Ameera did gives him permission to marry another lady due to his mummy keep forcing Amir to marry with Marisa).

Ziela accepting the offer as her mother is sick in village & her brother wants to quit college. They get married in secretly. Amir & Ziela only spent a nite & after that they keep moving their life as usual. Ziela is finally pregnant & she found herself has falling in love with Amir. All of sudden, Amir's mummy come to their house & she loves Ziela. They try to be careful as Ameera is wearing a fake tummy while Ziela tries to ruins everything they'd plan. But his mother, Mrs Suraya doesn't stay long & has to go back to Sarawak. She only came back there after Ameera has "given birth" to a baby boy named Amirul. Although Ziela has given birth to Amir's child, he never loves her. And this makes Ziela feels very angry.

L.O.V.E. should not be keep inside ur heart, it need to be shout out loud to the person u love..

10th Grade:-
As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called 'best friend'. I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before. I handed them to her.She said 'thanks' and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade:-

The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, So I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go home. She looked at me, said 'thanks' and gave me a kiss on the cheek..I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Senior year:-

One fine day she walked to my locker. 'My date is sick' she said, 'hes not gonna go' well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as 'best friends'. So we did. That night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as She smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. Then she said- 'I had the best time, thanks!' and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Graduation:-

A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine-but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said- 'you're my best friend, thanks' and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Marriage:-

Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said 'you came !'. She said 'thanks' and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Death:-

Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my 'best friend'. At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: 'I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me ! .........'I wish I did too...' I thought to my self, and I cried.

*Credit is given to Kingdom Of Love for the nicest story ever.. 

xoxo - RZ

If u love someone, just tell em.. Don't wait or u'll lose em forever..

It all started when I was 16 years old. While I was playing outside on my farm in California, I met a boy. He was an average kind of boy who teased you and then you chased them and beat them up. After that first meeting in which I beat him up we kept on meeting and beating each other up at the fence. That only lasted for a little while though. We would meet at the fence all the time and we were always together. I would tell him all my secrets. He was very quiet he would just listen to what I had to say. I found him easy to talk to and I could talk to him about everything. In school we had separate friends but when we got home we would always talk about what happened in school. 

One day I said to him that a guy I liked hurt me and broke my heart. He just comforted me and said everything would be okay. He gave me words of encouragement and helped me get over him. I was happy and thought of him as a real friend. But I knew that there was something else about him that I liked. I thought of it that night and figured it was just a Friend kinda thing that I was feeling. All through high school and even through graduation we're always together and of course I thought of it as being friends. But I knew deep inside that I really felt differently. On graduation night even though we had different dates to the prom I wanted to be with him. That night after everybody went home I went to his house and wanted to tell him that I wanted to see him. Well, that night was my big chance and all I did was just sit there with him watching the stars and talking about what I was going to do and what he was going to do. I looked into his eyes and listened to him talk about what his dream was. How he wanted to get married and settle down. He said how he wanted to be rich and successful. All I could do was to tell him my dream and cuddle next to him. I went home hurting because I didn't tell him how I was feeling. I wanted to tell him so bad that I loved him but I was too scared and frightened. I let my feelings go and told myself that someday I would tell him just how I felt. All through college I wanted to tell him but he always had someone with him. 

After graduation he got a job in New York; I was happy for him but at the same time I was sad to see him go. I was sad also because I didn't tell him how I felt. But I couldn't let him know now that he was leaving for his big job. So I just kept it to myself and watched him go on the plane. I cried as I hugged him for what I felt was going to be the last time. I went home that night and cried my eyes out. I felt hurt that I didn't tell him what I had inside my heart. Well, I got a job as a secretary and then worked my way to a computer analyst. I was proud of what I had accomplished. 

One day I got a letter with an invitation to a wedding. It was from him; I was happy and sad at the same time. Now I know that I could never be with him and that we could only be friends. I went to the wedding the next month. It was a big occasion. It was a big church wedding with the reception at a hotel. I met the bride and of course I talked to him too. I fell in love one more time. But I held back so it wouldn't spoil what should be the happiest day in his life. I tried to have fun that night but it was killing me inside watching him being so happy and me trying to be happy covering up my sadness tears inside of me. I left New York feeling that I did the right thing. Before I left on the flight, he came running out of nowhere and said his good-byes and how he was very happy to see me. I came home and just tried to forget about what went on in New York. I had to go on with my life. 

As the years went on, we wrote to each other on what was going on and how he had missed talking to me. On one occasion he never wrote back to me at all. I was getting worried as to why he hadn't written anything for a long time after I had already written 6 letters to him. Well, just when everything seemed hopeless and sad in my life, 

I got a note that said: "Meet me at the fence where we used to talk about things". I went and saw him there. I was happy to see him, but he was broken-hearted and sad inside. We hugged until we couldn't breathe anymore. Then he told me about the divorce and why he hadn't written for a long time. He cried until he couldn't cry anymore. Finally, we went back to the house and talked and laughed about what I had been going and to catch up on old times. But in all of this, I couldn't tell him how I felt about him. In the days that followed, he had fun and forgot about all his problem and his divorce. 

I fell in love again with him. When it came time for him to leave back to New York, I went to see him off and cried. I hated to see him leave. He promised to see me every time he could get a vacation. I couldn't wait for him to come so I could be with him. We would always have fun when we were together. One day he didn't show up like he said he would. I figured that he might have been busy. The days turned into months and I just forgot about it. Then I got a call one day from a lawyer in New York. The lawyer said that he had died in a car accident going to the airport, and that it took this long till everything was settled. It broke my heart. I was shocked about what took place. 

Now I knew why he didn't come that day. Again, I was broken-hearted. I cried that night, cried tears of sadness and heartache. I asked questions: "Why did this happen to a kind guy like him?" I gathered my things and went to New York for the reading of his will. Of course, things were given to his family and his ex-wife. I finally got to meet her since the last time we met at the wedding. She explained to me how he was and how he always provided. But he was always unhappy. She would always try everything but she couldn't get him happy, as he was that night at their wedding. When the will was read, the one thing that was given to me was a diary. It was a dairy that of his life. I cried as it was given to me. I didn't know what to think. Why was this given to me? I took it and flew back to California. 

As I flew on the plane I remembered the good times that we had together. I started reading the diary and what was written. The diary was started with the day we first met. I read on till I started to cry. The diary told of him saying that he had fallen in love with me that day I was broken-hearted. But he was too afraid to tell me what he had felt. That is why he was so quiet and liked to listen to me. It told of how he wanted to tell me so many times, but was too afraid to say anything. It told of when he went to New York and fell in love with another. How the happiest time he had was seeing me and dancing with me at the wedding. He said he imagined it was our wedding. How he was always unhappy till he had no choice but to divorce his wife. How the best time in his life was to read the letters written to him by me. Finally, the diary ended when it said, "today I will tell her I love her". It was the day he was killed. The day I was going to finally find out what was really in his heart. So the moral of the story, If you love someone, don't wait till tomorrow to tell him/her. Maybe the next day will never come at all..

...Queen

*Credited to Kingdom Of Love from Facebook.. Weird, I imagine that guy as Tanner Patrick... Hehe

xoxo - RZ

Top Follow Friday

TQ to my dearest tweeps for all the #FF & I was listed again in Top Follow Friday Malaysia.. Love Riey xx

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Payphone Cover Versions

Tanner Patrick

Hey hey hey.. you know who's this guy? Nope?? Ok lemme introduce you to him.. Hihi Well, his name is Tanner Patrick as you can see in the title there.. IDK who he is from the beginning until I was searching for Adam Pluse song cover for Payphone in YT (YouTube). And then his name is on the list too.

He's kinda cute so I click there & try to hear how's his voice like. Is it better than Adam Pluse or not.. But the fact is they are two different lad, it was not very nice to compare someone with other person coz Adam is who he is & so do Tanner. They have their own medley & harmony tone. So I would say both of their cover version of Payphone are the best so far after GMD3. 

Adam Pluse

*The way he plays the guitar is damn awesome!

GMD3 (Micky, Dan & Greg)

*Ok, now listen to their own Payphone cover version & lemme know what y'all think by leaving the comment below.. ;)

Studio version by Tanner Patrick.

Acoustic version by Adam Pluse.

Music Video version by GMD3.

xx

It's Friday the 13th Again

Whoooaaaa it's Friday the 13th again guys.. Is it the second 13th of Friday or the third one? Hurm I can't figure it out coz I can't remember!  LOL Owh before I say anything more about it, I was weird why someone somewhere out there is worry sick about Friday the 13th? Some of them think that it was a very bad luck day.. Hello guys, we live in a modern & high tech era. Do we really have to believe all the creepy from other folks? Duh

Okay here's a tweet that I RT. This is how it says "Tomorrow is the second "Friday the 13th" of the year. This year has three, and they're all 6 weeks apart. 6/6/6. We're all gonna' die. #2012" 

Do you got what he's saying there? 2012? C'on guys.. Do you really believe what did the Mayans said, that the world will come to an end on December 2012 as they say..

I'm not prejudge about their believes or cultures, but it's not us who can decide when the world will end. What if, while the world is still spinning, let's live our life basically on our religion.. I think that is the more better way than for us to believe in all that nonsense.

Oh yeah, I almost forgot about what I wanna say actually.. Teeee heeeee ;D Have you ever watch a movie of Fiday the 13th? Ok here's a snippet of the movie. Trust me, it's damn worth to spend your pennies for the DVD! Starring by the Supernatural hunk, Jared Padalecki. Enjoy it guys.. ;)

xx

I was nominated for Shorty Awards??!

OMG!! This is surprising me. I was Google pics & social network profiles of myself when I found out I was nominated for Shorty Award in Music Category. I don't know when is the date exactly but whooaaaa!! I'm still shocking! :S


I don't even know when & how did I get nominated.. Truly from my heart, I do feel honoured when I found out my blog is on the list.. Although the voting is closed I'm still feel proud about it. I try to participate in DiGi Shout Award for blogger & I didn't make it. And to be nominated for Shorty Awards which is from New York is truly surprising me! TQ for the nomination guys.. Hopefully I'll be nominate again in Shorty Award 2013.. ;)


*Congratulations to the winner of Shorty Awards 2012.. BLOG - Shorty Awards. xx

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Friendship Is Strange

Hello guys.. I've been waiting for so long to have the right time to write about what I wanna share with you all this time. Well, peeps always say that "Love Is Strange" but don't you ever think that friendship can be related with the word "strange" too?

I have so many friends from my kindergarten, primary, secondary & board school. Also from polytechnic where I further my studies after graduated from school. During my years at those school, I have my own "gang". I believe that you all are the same too. In that "gang", there'll be a relationship that more than everything, you're not just a best friends, but they're also your truly, through, sick & thin friends. In other words, you & your besties go through everything together. But the question is, how long is the friendship's bond last? I'm sure there's gotta be the one that you're closest with in the "gang" but did it last til now?

Maybe some of you did, but some don't.

"It's weird when two best friends become stranger & two strangers become best friends.."

I Miss You

I can't sleep, I just can't breathe

when your shadow is all over me baby

don't wanna be, a fool in your eyes

'cause what we had was built on lies

and when our love seems to fade away

listen to me hear what I say

I don't wanna feel

the way that I do

I just wanna be

right here with you

I don't wanna see

see us apart

I just wanna say it straight from my heart

I miss you...

what would it take, for you to see

to make you understand that I'll

always believe

you and I, can make it through

and I still know, I can't get over you

'cause when our love seems to fade away

listen to me hear what I say

I don't wanna feel

the way that I do

I just wanna be

right here with you

I don't wanna see

see us apart

I just wanna say it straight from my heart

oh baby I miss you, I do...

'cause when our love always

fades away

listen to me hear what I say

I don't wanna feel

the way that I do

I just wanna be

right here with you

I don't wanna see

see us apart

I just wanna say it straight from my heart

I miss you, I miss you

I do...

I don't wanna feel

the way that I do

I just wanna be

right here with you

I don't wanna see

see us apart

I just wanna say it straight from my heart

oh baby I miss you, I do...

*Just wanna share such a sweet & wonderful song that makes me cry everytime I listen to it..

xx

Spain Won Euro Cup 2012

Whoot whoot!!! I still can't get over with the excitement of Spain as the winner!!! Haha 

As we all know that Italy never beats Spain in any match before but they did play well in the final match, maybe it's not their luck to win in Euro Cup 2012.. 

Siva make the first goal at 14mins, Jordi Alba at 44mins, I don't remember when did Torres make his goal but I remember Mata make his goal at 83mins.. ;p

Ok forget about that. I just wanna show y'all the pics only.. ;P

Stay in front of the tv just to snap the photos.. Haha Mum called me many times before I turn off the tv, send my aunt to her working place, back home & go to sleep at 6.30am.. Wake up at 7.30am, shower, dressing, breakfast & go to work.. And you know what, my colleagues won $800. He betted that Spain will win 4:0.. How lucky he is & a worker at the next office is drunk, early in the morning. And nagged to my colleagues about the match & later to me.. And we tell to each other he can't accept the fact that Italy had LOSE!

Hopefully they'll play well again in FIFA World Cup 2014 in Brazil.. Win or lose is not the matter, what's the matter is play well & win/lose with honoured.. Hehe

*I really wish could see the match between my most fave team Spain vs Germany.. Hahaha! Dead! Dilemma! IDK which team to support! ;D

xx